Smiling at familiar thoughts.
I want to scream
Is this happiness?
Eyes tearing up, my mind cleary submerged in thought.
Are you there?
No matter I go I imagine us together.
I laugh as if a friend is beside me on the streets. When no one is there.
No matter our choices I am bothered.
Understanding is distant.
Misunderstanding lead to burning bridges.
But in the end. Who will save me from me?